blabla and penting ga si? 9:15 am
does real friendship really exist?
those who stand by you no matter what and will never judge.. and despite everything that you do, will still accept you as who you are.. just like the girls in Sex & The City.. or does it only exists in movies?
blabla and penting ga si? 10:32 pm
a couple of updates..
- i might be going to the U.S. this September.. haha.. how exciting is that?! yippees.. the plan is to go on tour with my family.. visit the east coast.. lalalalala exciting exciting!! hopefully everything works out and i can get the weeks off from work.. pengen visit oregon.. hahaha.. mudah2an jadi.. 
- currently loving the ‘bye bye’ song by mariah carey.. sedih bgt kata2nya.. huhuhu
- tv di kamar gua rusak.. bt.. tiba2 ga mo nyala.. huiks.. menyedihkan.. jadi skrg back to my precious laptop for everything..
- cepetnya besok udah minggu lagi? but the good thing is i get to meet my boy.. hihihi angen angenn.. ^.^
- and oh! KungFu Panda is out!!
why oh why.. 9:06 am
to the guy who never dissappoint me,
to him who’s always there,
to the one who left much too early,
You are always my number ONE..
i miss you..
blabla 9:50 pm
salah satunya..
gampang nyari parkir.. hehehhehehe
liat aja, ada woman’s parking.. tepat di depan pintu masuk mall..
yang lainnya,
dikasih tempat parkir, walaupun, ada plang tanda ‘dilarang parkir’.. hehehehehehhe
blabla 9:43 am
pernah ga ngerasa kehilangan sesuatu yang berharga banget.. lalu disaat kita udah pada titik desperation paling bawah, ternyata barang itu ada.. bisa ngerasain feelingnya? happy bgt yah? (ato malah gondok setengah mati? hehehe)
gua dulu pernah.. waktu itu ngambil kelas ‘digital video’ pas kuliah.. terus buat tugas akhir kelas itu, kita disuruh bikin 3 minutes movie.. karena komputer gua di rumah ga kuat memory nya, gua ma temen2 bikin di lab kampus.. buat yg pernah bikin ‘film’ gitu, tau banget kan tu brapa berat dan lama nya nunggu tu file di render.. ada 1 kali, dimana tuh film udah almost done.. tinggal masukin audio, file nya yg last edited ilang bo.. ilang.. lenyap.. poof.. aaaaaaaaaaaaa.. gilaaaaaaaaaa.. gua ampe setress banget.. waktu itu udah malem lagi.. dan gua masih blom bikin lagu yg harusnya jadi background song.. mana kumpulinnya 2 hari lagi.. dan waktu itu udah kyk jam 6/7 malem gitu.. gua sampe nanya ke temen gua, gua udah save di external hard disc kan ya? temen gua suruh cek lagi ke komputer yg gua pake di lab, siapa tau masih ada disana.. jadilah gua lari2 pontang panting.. dan ternyata.. GA ada kawan.. hiks.. setress banget.. mo ngulang lagi jg kayaknya udah ga ada tenaga.. ga mulai ngulang, takut ga keburu.. sampe2 gua sempet nangis di lab.. hihihi (sampe temen gua pada shock.. hehehehe mgkn ga pernah liat cewe nangis kali? hehe) dan ternyata emang file nya ga ada.. tapi akhirnya gua dibantuin temen gua buat ngedit ulang.. hehe (i’m forever grateful tin.. ^^) dan akhirnya everything done on time.. thank God bgt..
ini crita nya mirip bgt ma crita dari buku yg lagi gua baca skrg.. dimana si author nya nulis, jauh sblom jaman komputer, dia kehilangan the only copy of his writings.. disana dia udah tulis kyk 4 chapter gitu, yang udah di edit, almost perfect.. dia coba cek ke hotel yg dia tinggalin.. tapi kata orang hotel nya, kertas2nya udah dibuang.. direct quoting from the book: “I was inconsolable. How could i summon the energy to start all over when for months I had worked at polishing and improving those four chapters? I would never find the same words.” kerasa bgt ga si desperation nya? duh.. pasti gua udah nangis bombai kali.. hehehe then a few days later, ada orang dari cleaning service nya yang nelpon dia untuk ngasih tau ternyata kertas2nya itu blom dibuang.. “Believe me, I felt far more joy over the chapters that were found than I had ever felt in the process of writing them.”
disitu dia lanjut nulis gimana dia bisa ngerasain sedikit joy dari orang tua yg mendapat telpon dari polisi, kalo anak dia yg udah 6 bulan ilang, udah ditemuin.. ato “when a wife to get a visit from the Army with a spokesman apologizing about the mix-up; her husband had not been abroad the wrecked helicopter after all.” dan dari sini dia bisa ngeliat dikit gimana senengnya Tuhan saat umatNya bertobat.. kita percaya kalo kita itu anak2 Allah.. tapi karena semua dosa yang udah kita perbuat, kita somehow jadi menjauh dan mrasa bukan bagian dari kerajaan Dia.. dan pas kita balik lagi, ato bertobat, seperti yang ditulis di alkitab, “In the same way, I tell you, there is more rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.” mungkin kita udah sering denger ya ayat ini.. dari dulu gua jg udah sering denger.. stiap kali ada yg dibaptis, ato bertobat, pasti slalu dibacaain ayat ini.. dan emang gua seneng ngeliat mreka bertobat.. tapi ya buat gua, “ok.. so he/she repents.. so what?” gua ga pernah nangkep inti dari ayat ini.. waw.. ternyata feelingnya tu heboh banget ya.. gua ngebayangin kalo file video gua yg ilang itu ternyata ada, gua pasti bakal loncat2 sambil treak2.. i will be smiling, laughing all the way.. duh kalo bisa kopro, gua kopro bolak balik de.. hehehehehe dan ini tu cuma over a project file.. gimana kalo itu anak lu? yang udah lu lahirin dan didik dari kecil.. waaaaaaaaaaaaa.. gua yakin lu pasti pesta pora.. aaaaaa.. *ikutan seneng* hehehehehe
blabla 10:35 pm
I love the way you love me
I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when your not there
And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
I like to imitate old Jerry Lee
And watch you roll your eyes when I’m slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you’ve seen hundreds of times
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you
I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
Oh baby I love the way you love me
blabla 4:22 pm
“seitem2 cucu nya, pasti disayanglah ma grandparents nya..”
blabla 9:31 pm
i dream another dream of you tonight
this time you came in strong
wearing tight orange color polo
and when i say tight, i really mean tight..
hahahaha
i dream another dream of you tonight
no more games..
not anymore of that hide and seek..
we talked and laughed, not caring anything else..
i dream another dream of you tonight
when will this dream come true?
and not just another heart desire?
oh happy day.. 10:00 pm
hari ini ada short meeting bareng ‘para tetua’ di kantor.. turned out ternyata ngomongin hasil penjualan dari akhir taon lalu dan ‘pembagian rapot’ dadakan.. abis smua kelar dibahas, tibalah saat ‘pembagian rapot’ itu.. dan gua seneng banget.. ternyata gua dapet rangking 1.. hehehehhehehehehehe bole donk berbangga2 dikit di blog sendiri? 
lucu nya, just this morning, gua sempet ngobrol ma temen gua on the way to work.. “sebenarnya ‘mreka’ realised ga ya hasil kerjaan gua? kalo baju2 yg gua designed ada loh yang jadi best seller jg..” karena emang gua akuin, i wasn’t very productive on my first year dikantor ini.. (yeah.. i took that long to adapt.. but it’s better than never right? hehe) dan mgkn certain impressions udah ke formed di otak mreka gitu.. dan ternyata sore nya di meeting itu, smua nya di acknowledge.. not that i really care for acknowledgement.. tapi kalo mreka ga sadar akan hasil kerjaan gua, jumlah kenaikan gaji + bonus pasti bakal kena affected donk? dan itu yang mau gua hindari.. karena buat apa gua dapet data dari orang sales kalo penjualan baju gua bagus, tapi karena para tetua ga subjektif, akhirnya gua ga mendapatkan sebanyak yg harusnya gua dapatkan.. setuju donk?
dan yg bikin gua seneng juga, mreka lagi merundingkan mo ngasih bonus ‘lebih’ buat ke yg average penjualannya paling bagus.. blom ketok palu as in how much.. tapi udah lagi dirundingkan.. hopefully for the next 3 months hasil penjualan design gua bisa tetep bagus dan gua bisa dapetin that extra bonus.. amin.. hehe doakan ya kawan! ^^
